Nami: I'm in Hutto and no longer in Georgetown (duh, for 2 years now....).......... and I STILL haven't gotten over Cody! >.> You guys remember him from 2 years ago- AND I even was so desperete to put him in a MANGA that I started and aborted because of loneliness!!!! T^T Kai just wrote a journal entry that had to do something with Chance, her boyf.......and.....and I feel lyke a loser, cuz no matter how many guys I come across here at school, I STILL won't give up on Cody! T^T *pounds face* Stupid Nami, stupid NAMI!!!!!! And even if I did lyke someone here.......they're NO match for him......and are just so..........I can't even say it, just so not for me.......
I'm always sitting quietly and alone in my seat on the bus now, just staring at boring scenery, pretending nothing's wrong and I rly don't have enough here......or so it seems....
and even when my friends Sharon, or Julian......or even Julian's sister comes to talk to me, nothing's better than talking to Ashley (she's good at therapy and making me feel slightly better but....) KAIRI makes me better the most, and Cody too if I ever see him again....
I don't know what to do......... I'm becoming delusional.......-_-

Nami: -_- My hand's swollen from mosquito bites....
It's difficult and painful for me to write, type, grab a hold of something, and even DRAW!
I hate this..... it looks like Goofy's hand....and it feels all fat an mooshy, and there's so many abilities I lose just for this!

Nami-chan: Konichiwa~!(Hello~!) Mamotte(Save me-)- my puppy Taylor is giving me a headache!!!! @_@
Kairi-sama is coming over today at...who-knows-what-time....
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Nami: Eh-e-e-EH-EGH!!!!! T^T *cough* I-I-I-I-I-I feel so alone!!!! And caged!
I'm home by myself and I just heard this weird voice! It sounded like a guy voice! T^T It's scary and it's so quiet....
It's saying something like "wow" or "how".....or "NOW".....NVVvvvVVVVVMMMM! I miss u Casey and I miss Him too and I feel so rubbery and overheated.... >_< I wanna come back to Gtown, I wanna go back to Benold, I need to see people, I wanna hear your voice! And Cody's, and Kaysee's and all them.... Casey, you're like my other family and I liked how we were, and I know maybe this complaint is getting really old or is plain dumb but I don't wanna be stuck in this rut.... I was okay but after like 6th period, I wanted to run.... I don't care where, just RUN....
Maybe it's the rain, maybe it's Linda(she annoys me to heck!), maybe it's me....
The rain smells bad.... My head feels like a beating-heart trapped in cement....
My eyes- they hate what they see....
I somehow got blinder or whatnot..... Now I don't know what's real or just a mirage....
My dreams are countless repitition of people yelling at me....and maybe pushing me.... A few of me falling-or being pushed- off a cliff into an ocean-and heck.... I can't swim still.... Jerking in my bed from reaction of fall had me whiplashed..... My words, they're STILL not mine....



i'm done, i'm about to bolt....
i dunno anything anymore....

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